I haven't forgot about my dear old blog.

I'm sorry I have been slacking on this whole blog deal. I promise I will try and get better with it.

Today was a good day. went to IA city to tour the campus since my sister is an official hawk....that is crazy to think. I would talk more about that but I have too much other stuff on my mind.


I am that type of person who thinks way to much into the future. And maybe people just don't think enough. I really don't know. There is something going on right now, and I'm just so confused. Sometimes I'm in tears over this. and I know, there's no reason to worry or wonder...but it's just so hard. Liking someone so much, for the Godly being they are, and someone who brings you UP, and makes you want to be a better person just is hard when they're so far away. What is God's purpose, and plan? I don't understand, and won't.

But I will rememeber Jeremiah 29:11 because It's the only thing that keeps my faith. on. going.


I will touch more on this later, it's late........