11.19.2008

Wednesday, more like Monday for me.

I have been sick all week. Well Monday, and Tuesday. So tomorrow will most definately be like a Monday for me, and hello make up work. I'm going to have a lot to catch up on. I am also wide awake, the fact that sleeping has been the 'story of my life' for the past two days is the cause of this sleeping shin-dig. I am feeling quite lazy, that is a fact. I'm off my sleep schedule. Actually there never has nor will there ever be a sleep schedule for me.
Today was a slightly boring-wait! Who am I kidding? It was way lame of a day, but I can't complain because it's better than school. Eating ice cream, watching movies, sleeping. That is the life. Right? Thank you for those who have been praying that I feel better....it's much needed.

I have a lot on my mind right now. When do I NOT have a lot on my mind though? Seriously? I'm such a thinker. Which may be a good thing since I'm going into psychology. I have so much I want to do. I know I want to do something with psychology, and kids perhaps. But then I got this huge gust of idea from Teena Case that says she thinks I'd be good at military psychology. Traveling around the world, and helping familes which would be awesome. I could just never ever picture myself in the military, ever. What are you hinting to me about God? Another part says to go into a large city, and help those hurting kids, and heal the wounds with the love of Jesus, and just as Jesus did...showing them that love. I have a picture in my head, of myself in a large city, in a huge building, with my office, and a shelf full of these Christian books that I have right now. That is one of my secrets, that each and every bible, and Christian book I have will one day benefit others, and be on the shelf to view....hmmm. Or maybe a psychologist who could right in a news column. I have thought of that, I absolutely love writing, and giving advice. Isn't there a column in the DM Register, asking some lady for advice...I can't remember her name. But I could totally be a better version of that :)
And then, on top of all of that, I would love to be a photographer, absolutely love taking pictures. More of myself, I know...narcistic, but I love it. At least I have a long list of dreams, it's so fun thinking about.

until next time.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Nice look!! Me likey.

How does it feel to have your whole life in front of you with countless options, possibilities? Exciting!