I have a dream.....

So I've been doing a great deal of thinking. I got a reallllllllllllll nice guitar for Christmas. It's beautiful in every single way. I start lessons next week and I've never been more excited about learning a new hobby. I know a few things about how to play guitar probs from my cousin and her husband. Basically I can play some tabs. Other than that I just dink around with it and pretend I can play well. :)
Anyways, I have this idea that maybe one day I can actually pursue my singing and playing. A lot of you probably don't know that I have a passion for singing but am too shy to make my voice known most of the time. But when I do, people are in awe of my voice. I'm actually kind of timid in the fact that I don't think I'm that good. But I guess there's no harm in trying to get my voice out there, eventually. I have always enjoyed being the center of attention. Not to seem conceited or anything. But you know? I love public speaking, speeches, etc...but when it comes to singing I get so nervous. I am going to hopefully start voice lessons too. I am in chorus at school, but that just sucks. Like greatly. I don't enjoy it at all. And if my teacher reads this, yes...it's because of you....cough. Anyways. So this is kind of an exciting adventure for me. Starting a new hobby, and even if I don't become famous I can just be content with the fact that it's kind of my sactuary to be able to light a candle, play some music, and sing.