I am laying in bed on this freezing Thursday night. Today we had a snow day, and tomorrow is another snow day....joy. I actually slept in until two o' clock this afternoon and layed around the rest of the day. I finally showered and brushed my teeth around 7 this evening. mmmm.....hott? I'd say so. Anyways, I think this is the most snow days I've ever had in the eleven years I've been in school. Insane. They are nice as a senior to have because we don't have to make them up. But, when you have THIS many....i'd almost rather be at school. At least then I wouldn't have to be around by stubborn mother.
Lately, life has been a handful.How do you deal with it...I mean I just want to move out, make my own life...and just be free. I will be eighteen in a couple weeks and could not be happier. I can already hear the hallelujah chorus. Maybe I'm the one who always messes things up. Maybe...just maybe my mom is right. Do I screw everything up? As I hear my family laughing downstairs I sometimes feel seperated from them. Yes, I have made some horrible decisions lately that will effect the rest of my life....and I'm sorry for that. I'm not this girl, though.
I'm sorry to be such a "Debbie downer" but it is what it is. I will be blogging again later tonight. Stay tuned.
