7.31.2010

I feel so speechless-so why am I blogging?

I can't sleep. Almost feel like I can't function because there's too much jumping around in this brain of mine. I'm a little upset right now-that's not the point. I am in a total state of BLANK. EMPTY. LOST. I have been thinking lately: Life is so short. It truly is. So make sure you're doing everything to live life to its fullest. I am laying here at 1:55 AM just thinking, listening to music, watching my candle slowly flame in the dark and doing some intense thinking about...well, everythng. Do I have to be specific? In 149 days my life will be changed. I know...I know...you all want details. But I just can't right now. Especially this instant. I just can't do it.

Have you ever wondered where you were truly meant to be? You know, wondering if this is where you're supposed to be in life? Well, that's where I'm at right now. I can't really come up with the words. I'm confused.

Here ends my random blog about pretty much nothing.