I believe that if two people are meant to be together that they will, regardless of what anyone thinks. If two people cross paths there IS a reason whether you want to believe it or not. Maybe it's for something big, or something as small as...showing them God's love-or even God for that matter. It's hard for me to grasp that, that every person you cross paths with, there is a certain reason why you did. I don't believe that meeting anyone is an accident especially when they seem to mean so much to you. I met someone, that may be gone now but I miss them. The worst feeling is, is not knowing if they will be back. But sometimes, that's life. Life has uncertainty-and it sucks, bad. But I know that if God wants someone in your life they will be with no exceptions. I'm one that wants my way, when I want it. But I need to come to reality and tell myself that it's ALL in God's timing. Everything is is God's timing, not yours, or mine.
I have not missed someone this much in a very long time-if ever. Every day I think about this person or come across something that reminds me of them. (It's almost annoying). I feel like there's actually something in my heart that is empty because this person isn't here. There's a hole that screams "I miss you" and I need you to come back. So be it if I sound lame, or naive to the fact that I really most likely won't see Him again. If that's the case then the joke's on me.
So if you're reading this...if YOU are reading this. The person that I'm talking about. First off, I'm going to feel ridiculous and slightly embarassed that you are reading this. Second off, I miss you and I want you to come back. You mean more to me than I think you know.
